Burnt Out

Days until Nike DC: 12

Miles in 2014: 310.4

Ok.  I’ll say it.  Perhaps this spring the mantra of “Run all the Races!” may have come back to bite me in the asphalt.  Since our spring session started mid-January I’ve run 6 half marathons and a 10k.  Apparently that’s a few too many!  I definitely have been feeling it.  My legs are sore, I’m tired, I’m unmotivated, and I’m grouchy.  I’ve missed more week day runs than I’ve gone too.  I stopped cooking healthy meals and returned to easy convenient fixes.  The combination has totally taken a toll on me in terms of training.

Instead of continuing to whine about it, I’m going to try and put a plan into place.  As a teacher, this time of year is exhausting.  I always seem to struggle spring break through the beginning of summer.  This morning though, I got up and went to the gym.  It was not my most inspired workout, but I got up and out of bed on a week day morning which is more than I’ve been able to do for a month now.  Tomorrow my goal is to get up and run.  I made wise choices all day when it came to food and didn’t go off the reservation and eat the easy stuff.  The goal tonight is to cook dinner and get food ready for breakfasts and lunches for the next day or two.

Next up is the need to lose some fat mass and replace it with lean muscle.  The 10 or so pounds that have crept back on do not make it easier to run.  That’s the next focus, I know how to do it, I’ve done it before, it’s not complicated.  So some amended “goals” for the remainder of the year:

1.       Less Races.  That’s right you heard it here first.  I have Nike DC in 2 weeks, and then a fun 12 k, and a 5k the two weekends after that.  After that nothing is on my schedule until the Portland Marathon in October.  Then in true form race junkie I’m already signed up for 5 halves in October and November.  3 of them are non-negotiable but the other two I may decide to bail on.   I made my coach promise to beat me if I sign up for anything else.

2.       Focused training.  For me it’s very easy to mentally crash long before I really physically need to.  This summer session I am going to work on my mental toughness and focus on doing all my training the right way and with the best effort I can give it.  I want to go under or right at 5 hours in Portland in October and I know that I will have to put in the work and make it count in the worst months to train here in Florida.

3.       Quit being lazy… it’s been so easy to sleep in.  Even easier to not make the right foods and get something easy from the store or go out to eat.  Though, I am going to rest just a little in between sessions in May to recuperate from my rough Spring season.  We might even sit at Starbucks, sip a latte, and watch everyone else run by.  But come June it’s back to business!

Hopefully all of this will snap me out of my self-inflicted slump!

GOALS

Miles in 2014: 100

Days until Nike DC Women’s Half Marathon: 88

Recently I posted a picture of my 2014 Running Goals on my facebook. It’s a funny thing about goals.  You make them for your own personal growth, but to help with accountability you almost have to share them.  Goals can be nerve racking if you put them out there for everyone to see.  If you don’t reach them – people might judge you.  If you do reach them there is always someone hating on your accomplishments. 

I was admittedly not a very strong runner when I first started.  I hurt, I couldn’t breathe, I was too slow for the group, I couldn’t keep up, I couldn’t finish a run using our 3:1 intervals, the list goes on and on.  If you were to ask my parents, I’m sure that they would agree with this next statement.  I’ve always been incredibly stubborn.  So I was not going to let this running thing get the best of me.  Every 5k I ran the goal was the same “I want to go under 40 minutes.”  I came close on my 3^rd one.  At the 3 mile marker the time was 39:30… I yelled and cursed out the man with the clock.  Finally 2 months later during my next 5k I was able to finally break that elusive 40 minute mark.  After my first half (in my defense I ran it sick and had my fever break during the race) a new goal was in place, this one was achieved in my next half.  Running my first marathon I came nowhere near my expected time goal.  I’ve learned about goals, you don’t have to reach them right away, that’s why it’s a goal.

2013 I knocked things out of the park.  I PRed EVERY SINGLE DISTANCE I raced! That’s not normal.  I took my marathon time down by an hour and 14 minutes.  That’s CRAZY.  My half marathon time came down 4 minutes since my previous PR (and almost an hour from that miserable first race.)  My 5k PR was 31 minutes and change – I can run a 5k under that once elusive 40 minute mark without “really” trying anymore.  In short, it was a good year.  In the past I have been accused (here come those “haters” I mentioned before) of only caring about myself and my own personal times, or only running to improve and not to have fun.  So let’s tackle those misconceptions.

I know I’m not perfect, I’m no running saint, BUT I do genuinely want to see everyone I meet through this running adventure do well with their own goals.  It’s one of the reasons I enjoy being a group leader.  In 2013 I walked a half marathon with my best friend, threw time out the window to just enjoy being able to do that with her.  I ran a few different races with people new or coming back to running so they wouldn’t have to go it alone, I helped officially pace a race almost 20 minutes slower than my PR.  I RODE A ROLLER COASTER DURING A MARATHON.  So clearly time isn’t always important, sometimes people need support more than I need to shave some time off of my PR.

Now to the one that really gets me.  Yes, sometimes I want to kill it out there on the road.  I was a swimmer in high school.  One thing that taught me was yes, I’m swimming against the other 7 swimmers in this heat, but I’m also swimming against my own best time.  I carry that notion with me when I run a race.  Yes, sometimes I want to beat someone in front of me (sometimes I know them, sometimes they are just a random target I’ve selected) but truly running is an individual sport.  When you’re at the level of running I am it is very unlikely that I will be in the front of the pack or a contender for any awards.  So really I just want to improve on myself.  I work very hard to get better at what I’m doing.  My parent’s would also probably agree to this next statement.  When I start something I dive in head first and take it to the extreme.  People have called me too competitive.  Sometimes, yes, I am competitive.  But I think it really boils down to this:  If I’m going to spend this much time on something – why wouldn’t I give it my all?  I know plenty of runners who are happy with where they are.  It’s comfortable and they enjoy it.  That’s great, they are out there doing something wonderful.  However, for me, that’s not enough.  I know I can be better.  Sure it would’ve been easy to stay where I started.  Running a few 5k’s and some 3 hour average marathons.  For some people that is there goal.  I know myself well enough to know that if I stayed there in the 13-18 minute miles I wouldn’t be happy with myself and I would quit after a while.  So for me the answer was to put in the work religiously and improve.  What I don’t understand is how people think you can’t have one without the other.  Yes, I can push myself hard in training and targeted races AND STILL HAVE FUN.  It’s possible.  I’ve picked up a pretty amazing group of people that I train with.  Sometimes I’m up front and sometimes I’m the sweeper, but I ALWAYS enjoy the time we spend together.

So here they are my 2014 Running Goals:

1: Be at the third milestone in Nike+ by the DC Women’s half – this means I need to run about 356 more miles before April 27.  Looking at my training, it’s totally possible, I just need to sneak an extra 35 or so miles into my training.

2. Get to the Black Level in Nike+ - I expect that I will be Leveling up sometime in August.

3: Run 1200 miles in 2014 by running an average of 100 miles a month.  I still have one run left this month and I’m already at 100 miles!  Right on track!

4: Here are the big ones  - THE TIME GOALS:

5k – under 30 minutes

Half Marathon – under 2:15 in the spring and under 2 hours in the fall

Marathon – Under 5 hours at the Portland Marathon in October

These may be difficult.  That’s why they’re goals.  I know that if I achieve them some people will be ecstatic for me and some will be “haters” I’m ok with it.  And if I don’t reach them, that’s ok too, I set some tough goals in order to really push myself into continued success. I mean, why shouldn’t I? 

Back on Track!

Miles in 2014: 93.3

Days until Nike DC Women’s Half Marathon: 89

After over a whole week of rest after the Dopey Challenge, I hopped right back on board with training!  Tuesday I opted out of the track workout and chose to do mile repeats instead to work my tired legs back into running.  Thursday we did our "hill loop" with a hill repeat thrown in.  This week we also switched our intervals from 3:1's to 4:1's.  When I first started running two and a half years ago I struggled with the 3:1. Most days I could not run an entire 3 minute interval to save my life.  It took me a very long time before I was able to complete the bulk of my training runs where I was able to run the 3:1 interval for the entire time.  As we have been training this past season we came to the realization that we are reaching a point with our running that we will be unable to run those 3 minutes much faster than we are and the only way to continue improving our times is to increase our running intervals.  After the Dopey we agreed to try and bump them up to 4:1's and then again to 5:1's by the end of the session.  While the 4's were challenging, I was able to run all of my intervals for our 2 week day workouts and our 8 mile run on Saturday.  It really seems to be a much easier transition that I had expected.

Saturday was the first weekend long run of the season and I am a group leader I had to go to the run even though I had a race the following day.  We had a great run at a comfortable pace which was great since many of us are either still recovering from recent races or just coming back to training.

First Weekend Run of Amanda & Leah's official group!

The next day was the Inaugural Celebration Half Marathon.  We had a huge group running the race and I truly loved this event.  The course was pretty and well supported.  We ran our 4:1 intervals for the first half of the race before switching back to 3:1's. At mile 10 we decided to walk it in the rest of the way to help Leah's knee which is still a little tender after her tumble at Dopey.  The after party had a great sampling of food from all of the local Celebration business.  Overall it was a great race.

What a great group!

Amy captured this classic cup toss of me!

This week it's back to work.  I need to continue cleaning up my diet for sure.  It's amazing what an important role that plays in this.  Tomorrow's track combo workout looks BRUTAL but I'm interested to try it out.  Thursday is our usual neighborhood run.  Saturday I'm headed to Safety Harbor for the Best Damn Race.  Last year this was a great event so I am definitely looking forward to running it again.  There are 6 of us running the half and another friend will be running his first 10k ever!  I'm so proud of this accomplishment and I hope I can beat him back to the finish line to see him cross (I'm gonna have to run really fast to achieve that!)  I know I have lots of other friends running the 5k and 10k so I hope to see them all there! 

Dopey Challenge

Miles in 2014: 60.9

Days until Nike DC Women’s Half Marathon: 100

As I sit her with the inevitable post-marathon plague, you know the one you get when you stop moving and all of a sudden your body attacks you a cold, I have a few minutes to reflect on 4 days, 4 parks, and 48.6 miles!  I knew the Dopey Challenge wouldn’t be an easy undertaking and Leah and I battled for days before we signed up for it, but now that it’s over I’m so glad we did!

Day one: Thursday 3.1 miles – Waking up to run 3.1 miles on a Thursday is no big deal usually, most Thursdays we log more like 5-6 miles.  We did have to be awake much earlier to make it to Disney with plenty of time to be ready to run.  Having learned our lesson last year, we agreed to get to Disney about 2 hours before the race start every day.  Leah and I parked within minutes of each other which was good since she had my bibs and shirts.  We hung out in her car for a bit before meeting up with Amy and Carolyn.  We made the rookie mistake of stopping at the first set of porto-potts we came to and I luckily used the last of the toilet paper in mine!  We said good bye to Amy at the corrals and met up with Dennis to enter our corrals.  I had a C corral start, and everyone else had a D corral start.  I tried to remind Dennis that we were most likely faster than everyone in this corral and his usual “start at the very back and let everyone pass us” plan was a bad idea but no one listened to me.  So with the start of our corral, just I predicted it was crowded and we passed hundreds of people the whole time we ran.  So, you know what that means, it was super crowded!  While I know that this is called the “Family Fun Run” the number of little kids darting around or being drug by their parents made navigating the course tricky and sometimes a little dangerous.  I may not be popular for making this next suggestion but, perhaps RunDisney needs to require anyone under the age of 10-12 to start in the final corral to prevent some of the problem races with little kids creates.  It’s dark, they’re short and the combination makes it hard to see them causing some of us slightly more tunnel-visioned racers to trip over them.   The race was crowded as I said, and right at mile 1 Leah fell and scrapped her knee!  This was particularly bad since we had 47.6 more miles to go in this challenge.  She dusted herself off and got back to it.  We finished in a conservative 35:18.  Later that day Leah stood up at work to find out that she could barely put any weight on her ankle as a result of the tumble.  After a frantic trip to the orthopedic we hoped that she was fixed up enough to make it through the next 3 days of races!

Day two: Friday 6.2 miles- The final 3 days of races all started earlier than Thursday so I was up at about 2:30 in the morning.  Again, Leah and I parked near each other.  Today we spent our car time in the morning watching youtube videos on how to use KT tape to stabilize an ankle.  After that we got ready to meet the gang!  We found Gloria, Amy, and Michelle and made our way toward the corrals.  Today we got smart and used the porto-potts with no line.  Leah, Michelle, and I decided to start in C today, since we were almost late for work on Thursday.  C corral was still crowded but we did seem to have a little more room as the race went on.  We took Thursday pretty easy to test Leah’s ankle.  I also was cautious of some of the ground since it had rained that morning.  We walked all of the boardwalk since it seemed extra slippery on the wood.  We also walked in the last half mile or so to give Leah’s ankle a cool down.  We finished in a 1:20:19 which was a nice easy pace.

Day three: Saturday 13.1 miles- Day 3 started a little off schedule.  Sarah was meeting me at my house to ride over together but she forgot her bib and had to turn around.  While she was doing that I realized that I needed gas in my car.  The gas station on the corner is right next to a Taco Bell that was still open and had many a drunken college kid in the back of a pick-up.  That should give you insight on just how early we were up.  We made it to Disney still on our time frame and met up with the group.  We took our Marathonfest before photo and started back on the long hike to the corrals.  Once we were settled into Corral K, Leslie, a friend of mine I’ve known pretty much my entire life met up with us.  She just had a baby a few weeks before and was understandably a little undertrained.  I told her to stick with us and she would be ok.  We started off comfortably and just enjoyed the course.  Leah has two mandatory photo stops in the Magic Kingdom; one is on Main Street and the other is in front of the castle, we don’t stand in line for photos, but we will peel off to take a quick group shot, and honestly some of those photos are some of my favorites.  At mile 10 people started to leave us – which is always ok.  We just wanted to finish steady and standing.  Susan left first, then Michelle and Sarah.  Since it was Sarah’s first half I’m glad she went ahead and pushed herself!  Leah, Leslie, and I finished in 2:52:58 – which matched down to the second me and Leah’s times from the Goofy last year!  What a great way to finish off my 20^th half marathon!

Day four: Marathon Day – Sunday 26.2 miles – No matter how many of these I do, I don’t think they ever will just feel easy.  We knew that setting a PR was highly unlikely, it was too hot, and we had just put 22.4 miles on in the days before.  Instead of worrying about our time we went into looking to enjoy a marathon as much as one can enjoy a marathon.  We started with a huge group! Lauren, Dennis, Carolyn, Angela, Brittany, Michelle, Leah, and I stayed together through Leah’s mandatory photo opportunities and our first bathroom break.  After the bathroom break Lauren and Dennis took off and finished right around the 5:30 mark – they are ready for their spring marathons Boston and Tokyo!  The rest of us did a good job of staying together for awhile.  Around mile 12.5 Michelle and Brittany hit the bathrooms and Leah, Carolyn, Angela, and I hopped onto Everest and rode the ride.  This may just be the coolest thing I’ve ever done during a race.  It cooled us down and gave us a much needed adrenaline rush.  Our only mistake was not pausing our watches, but man it looks like we ran one really fast mile in the middle there!  One of the things that made running this marathon much more bearable was knowing we had people we knew all along the course.  It was easier to think in 2-6 mile chunks of who we should be seeing next.  There are way too many people to name here who were out along the course, but I am so thankful for all of them.  Michelle and Brittany caught up with us when we stopped to use the bathrooms around mile 14 and we all stayed together until mile 19.  After we left a pit stop stop with Dan and his wife, it was just Leah, Carolyn and I.  By this point I was grumpy and the sun was really starting to get to me.  Last year the sun wipped me out at mile 15, so I was glad I was now nearing mile 21.  Leah refused to let me slow down and dropped our interval from 3:1 to 2:1.  I know at least once I whined to Carolyn to stay with me so Leah would have to slow down.  We kept up the 2:1’s for a few more miles before dropping again to 1:1’s.  I know I was not fun to be with at this point but Leah and Carolyn drug me through those last icky miles.  It is the first time though that we finished a marathon still running a formal interval and not doing a death march at the end.  I know I complained a lot, but I am so happy that Leah made me finish strong!  We finished in 5:55:22, which was 28 minutes faster than last year’s Goofy.  After getting ice on our knees and picking up our last 3 medal (rounding out the week’s total to 6). We settled down in the runner’s village to wait for all of other friends who were finishing up.  This was a great weekend to complete Marathon #5 for me!

As crazy as it sounds this was one of the best and most fun marathons I’ve ever run.  So fun I might just decide to go and try to be “perfectly Dopey” and run every Dopey race from here on out.

2013 Wrap Up

Miles in 2013: 1038.44
Days Until Dopey: 9!

As 2013 wraps up I thought I'd take a look back at my year in running.  As I lay here resting some sore legs I can't help but be proud of how much I've accomplished.

I started running in 2011.  That year I ran 4 5k's and one half marathon.  I logged 339.73 miles.

In 2012 I ran 4 5k's, 1 10k, a 2 mile race, 2 10 mile races, 7 half marathons, and one marathon.  I logged 883.25 miles.

In 2013 I raised the bar.  I ran 7 5k's, a 2 mile race, a 5 mile race, 2 10k's, 2 15k's, a 10 miler, 11 half marathons, and 3 marathons!  I PRed at every race distance this year (some of them more than once!)  I took AN HOUR off my marathon time.  I raised almost $4,000 for the Pink Agenda as part of my NYC Marathon run.  I logged 1038.44 miles.

2013 was a great year for me and running.  I can't complain.  Is every race my fastest?  Uh no.  But I have made great friends, had a ton of fun, and was able to travel to Louisville, Anaheim, Cherokee, and NYC.

2014 holds a lot of promise too.  I'll be kicking it off with the Dopey, which is a 5k, 10k, half marathon and a full marathon.  4 days and 48.6 miles.  Then I'll take a short rest before the spring half marathon season kicks off.  I'm signed up for 7 half marathons in the spring.  I'll be "resting" from marathon training and just focusing on the half and speeding up.  Our group will be changing our intervals and increasing our speed and stamina.  Spring will be topped off with the Nike DC Women's Half Marathon.  The fall will have me hopefully training for the Chicago Marathon and as always, the Space Coast Half Marathon as a PR goal race.  I look forward to hopefully logging more miles and more PRs than I have this year.  I know I'll have fun on the road with my group and will be able to share in everyone's success!

Now it's back to tapering and resting before the Dopey Challenge in a week and half! 

Blasphemy: Sometimes Running Just Isn't Enough

Days in the Gym this month: 2

Pounds: 159

In addition to running and training for all of these half and full marathons I am determined to get consistent with heading back to the gym.  When I first started to lose weight 3 years ago I headed to the gym 4 mornings a week for several months straight.  I kept up with weights for several more months when I first started running.  I was running 3 days a week and strength training 2 days a week.  When I’d get really tired and run down the weights were always the first thing to go.  I started this fitness journey almost exactly 3 years ago and I was 234 pounds.  In the summer this year I got down to my lowest weight in about 7 years – 147 pounds.  This was after a 3 day juice fast that left me run down and tired.  I admittedly fell into some old habits and got lazy when it came to eating clean and lifting weights.  “But you run so much” or “those extra pounds must be muscle” is often what I would hear when I would say I felt lazy or “heavy.”  Sadly for me running alone is just simply not enough to get me to and keep me at the ideal weight, size, and body type that I would desperately love to have.  Looking back at my Nike Boom training app it’s no surprise that the pounds have crept back on, before Sunday I had only gone to the gym 11 times this whole year!

This weekend I weighed myself.  EEEEEEK.  I was 159 pounds – I hadn’t seen that high of a number in almost a year.  I’m terrified of seeing 160 again.  I pulled out the book (The Female Body Breakthrough) that had helped me 3 years ago when I was finally ready to be healthy.  I refreshed my memory of stuff I already knew but I had slacked off about doing.  Instead of the usual “I’ll get back on track tomorrow” that I would normally say, I drug myself out of bed, put on a cute gym ensemble, kissed the snuggly pups goodbye,  and drug myself to the gym.  I figured I would do the shorter and easier of my two typical workouts to ease myself back into this gym thing.  I did better than I had expected to do which was a relief.  From there I went straight to the grocery store and stocked up on all the right foods I need to be eating.  I didn’t stop there.  I came home and went to work in the kitchen.  I made 5 salads in a jar for my lunches this week, I cooked egg white muffins for my breakfast, and I grilled some chicken breast on the Foreman so it would be ready to toss in the salads.  My husband made spaghetti for dinner, instead of plowing through the pasta and commercial sauce, I cooked a green pepper and tossed in the ground beef and onion he was using for the spaghetti and added in some canned tomatoes, then I topped it off with a piece of Havarti cheese and melted it.  A successful and healthy alternative to what he was making.

Healthy Eats

This morning I woke up and got to my gym as it opened.  I did the harder of my 2 workouts (the metabolic acceleration) and did pretty well with it.  I also hopped on the recumbent bike and pedaled an easy 14 minutes and 3.5 miles as a cool down.  I’ve always liked the way the recumbent bike feels when my legs feel particularly tired.  It was a great start to the day and the work week.  I came home and drank my protein shake with ground flax and dark cherries blended into it.

I also set up my rewards system again.  I know it sounds like I am a five year old who needs a positive reinforcement system, but I don’t care.  I have a jar. Every time I hit the gym I put a dollar bill in it.  Last time I used this system I also put in a dollar per mile I ran.  Jason sponsored my weight loss, he contributed a ten dollar bill for every 10 pounds I lost.  So the jar has $2 in it.  I think I will wait until I hit my goal weight/size/physique and use that money to either get another tattoo, or make it the money I can blow at the Nike DC Women’s Half Expo.  The harder I work now, the more rocking that tattoo will be, or the more Nike stuff I can OD in April.

For some people losing weight or keeping yourself at a certain size is easy.  Unfortunately, for me it isn’t.  It is definitely a process that I have to continually work at.  My goal right now is to hit the gym 11 times in December – that’s right the same number of times that I have gone all year.  I’ll still be running three days a week – I mean I do have a 48.6 mile 4 day race series in month!  But it’s time to focus and reinvest in myself.

Post NYC Blues

Miles in 2013: 979.4

Days Until Dopey:  34

A quick recap of the past month.  After the NYC Marathon I fell into a little bit of a post marathon slump.  I guess it happens to the best of us.  If you start to type into a google search engine “post marathon” it suggests “depression”, “blues”, and “slump.”  I know you are supposed to rest and recover after a marathon.   Trust me, I enjoy the sleeping in.  But, I found myself drained physically and mentally.  I had been looking forward to NYC for most of 2013, even when I wasn’t officially “IN” I knew that I would be going and running that race. Now that it was over, what did I have to look forward to?  Yes, I have that crazy Dopey 48.6 coming up in just over a month, but having done the Goofy last year it doesn’t seem quite as exciting or intimidating, plus Disney is just down the street.  I’d have to check my Nike+ log, but I think in the month of November I only ran about eight times, and 3 of those were races!   Who is this person I was becoming?  I only went to 3 of our weekday work outs all month!  December is here and I haven’t started out much better, I skipped yesterday’s workout too!

The second weekend of November, Leah and I volunteered at the finish line of the Wine and Dine Half Marathon.  It was lots of fun and I enjoyed being on the other side of the race.  We also didn’t plan very well and had signed up for the Baldwin Park Half Marathon the following morning.  Since our shift ended at 3:30 in the morning we drove to the race and slept in Leah’s car.  Yeah. We are those girls.  So on two or three less than quality hours of sleep we rolled out of the car and headed to the race.  I didn’t go into the race planning on doing anything other than finishing – I mean I had just PRed a marathon the week before.  Leah took off and I lost sight of her about 3 miles into the race.  I ran most of the race by myself, and just went along at a pace that felt comfortable.  I spent the last half of the race looking at the person ahead of me and just trying to pass one person each interval.  I was super surprised when I finished with a time of 2:37!  It was my fourth best half time ever!  I couldn’t believe that a week after a marathon I ran one of my top half times.

But man, the next day I could tell I was going to pay the price for it!  I was so sore.  I felt worse after the half than I had felt after my past few marathons.  I knew I was in trouble.  I took it easy and didn’t run for a week and a half.  My first run back was terrible.  I was miserable and bailed after 4 miles.  I skipped Thursday that week.  We met for a Dopey Double on Friday, and I took my 6 miles easy.  Saturday I was supposed to run 14 miles.  By the time I was 5 or 6 miles in I knew 14 wasn’t happening so I bailed and did 10 miles.  I started to get worried, I still have a very busy Fall/Winter schedule ahead of me and I was worried that all of these less than stellar runs meant something.

I got up (while on Thanksgiving Break!) and ran Tuesday morning (mostly because I had about 4 people’s race packets for the weekend that I needed to give them).  The run was tough, but I did better than I had been expecting to do.  Thanksgiving morning I woke up to temps in the high 30’s/low 40’s and was in heaven.  It is no secret that I run considerably better in cold weather.  I met Krystal in Deland for the Thanksgiving 10 Miler which is one of my favorite races.  I like to get up on Thanksgiving and run more than the usual Turkey Trot 5k, it makes me feel like I can eat my face off later at dinner.  I ran the race at what felt comfortable and improved my time from last year by 8 and half minutes!

Sunday was the Space Coast Half Marathon.  This is also one of my favorite races.  Last year, Leah and I had huge PR’s there and both ran our first under 2:30 half.  The goal for our group was to run an under 2:15 half, but being in the slump I’ve been in I was doubtful that was possible for me that day.  I still tried to give it a go an attempted to keep up with the 2:15 pace groups.  I was only a few miles in before I felt like I was going to throw up. I backed off my pace a little and watched Leah disappear ahead of me.  I still was running a pretty strong pace for most of the race.  Space Coast is one of my favorite races because at about mile 5 I start to see all of my fast friends headed back and it starts to take my mind off the running.  As I make the turn around I get to see other friends who are a little slower than me.  When I saw Leah she was ahead of the 2:15 pace group and wound up finishing with a monster PR and our group half record.  Then, I get to see my REALLY fast friends running the marathon and cheer them on.  As I came up on the turn near mile 13 I saw a bunch of Track Shack people there cheering us in.  After I finished (with a 2:30! – my third fastest half time) Leah and I went and got ready for a long day of cheering.  We stayed to cheer on Rumen and Rebecca in their first full marathons!  Both of them did awesome jobs and I’m so proud of them both.

Then it was back to the slump… I didn’t run Tuesday.  I was sore and tired.  Yesterday I went to go get a much needed massaged and was benched for this morning’s run by both my massage therapist and my coach.  While I enjoyed the extra three hours of sleep it is not helping the mental slump that I am in!  Hopefully I will snap out of it soon and be back on my regular 3-4 days of running a week!

Looking ahead:  This Saturday I am pacing the 2:45 finish pace group at the OUC Orlando Half Marathon.  I think I even convinced Leah to take it easy and run with me, let’s just hope Dennis and Lauren don’t reclaim our group half record at the race or Leah might kill me.  The following Sunday we have the Mount Dora Half Marathon, and I’m also running a “Beat the Stress” Christmas Eve morning 5k.  After the Dopey I might still have a crazy half schedule!  I’m signed up for 7 more half marathons and a 10k in the span of 3 months.  One series I’m particularly excited for is the Best Damn Race series.  We ran the first Best Damn Race last year in Safety Harbor and it was beautiful.  This year they’ve stepped the medal to a beautiful spinning sailboat and added a race in Orlando.  If you do both of them you also receive at spinning medal showcasing both cities.  It’s pretty awesome – if you want to join me (and want to save some money) go sign up and use the code “MOREHEAD” to receive $5 off your registration fee (it also works for the 5k and 10k if you’re just not up for a half).

One thing that will help snap me out of this slump is that our group of 10 ladies made it into THE NIKE DC WOMEN’S HALF MARATHON!  A group of us tried to get in last year and didn’t make it.  If you know me the lure of that swoosh and a Tiffany and Co. necklace at the finish line is my idea of heaven.  So instead of wearing myself out and training for a spring marathon this year, I think we will work on getting faster and focus on the half marathon distance and start back on the crazy marathon schedule in June when we will hopefully be training for the Chicago Marathon!

The 2013 ING NYC Marathon

Miles in 2013: 915

Days until the Dopey Challenge: 63

So it’s a few days after the 2013 ING NYC Marathon and I finally have a chance to stop and reflect.  After a series of delayed flights, long lines, and long taxi rides Leah, Jen, and I made it into Manhattan on Friday afternoon.  Because I’m a worry wart and completely neurotic we headed straight to the expo after dropping our stuff at the hotel.  The expo was a little overwhelming at first, but after bag and ID checks the process was surprisingly easy!  I was glad to see that all the information on my bib was correct which I was worried about since my MYNYRR account had a glitch and showed me as having checked baggage when I wanted no baggage and early exit.  I’m pretty sure I told the man who gave me my bib that I loved him because I was so relieved to not have to stand in a line to try and get that fixed.  We tried not to spend too much time at the expo and bought a few race souvenirs but I was holding out for Niketown and Tiffany & Co. for the good stuff!

We headed back to the Garment District / Times Square Area where we were staying to get dinner and sightsee.  Dinner at the Westway Diner was so good! We strolled around Times Square and walked down near Macy’s and the Empire State Building before heading to bed.

Saturday we got up for a full day of sightseeing (I KNOW, I KNOW I should take it easy the day before a marathon but I’m in NYC!!!)  We took a dry run from Times Square to Grand Central so Jen could see what she needed to do solo the next day.  From there we walked up Madison Avenue and shopped all of the local tents that were popping up.  We cut over to 5^th Avenue and checked out a bunch of place along 5^th.  I lit a candle for Mrs. Heffernan at St. Patrick’s Cathedral.  We stepped into Trump Tower to marvel at all the gold.  Then to my two vices.  Only in NYC are Tiffany and Co. and Niketown next door to each other.  My wallet can’t handle the excitement!  Leah and I may have purchased quite a bit at both locations!

From there we went up through Central Park to the Boathouse and Alice and Wonderland before cutting over to near the marathon finish.  I accidentally had us coming out of the park right at Strawberry Fields so I snapped a quick photo.  Then it was off to lunch at Ray’s Pizza!  Thank God I was running while I was there because I sure was eating!

After a quick rest at the hotel we headed down to the 9/11 Memorial which was absolutely beautiful.  From there we headed to Chinatown on a mission to buy some handbags!  I swear we covered 2 miles going back and forth following our purse guides to what we were looking for.  After a shopping binge Leah and I got half hour foot massages (which were by the way AMAZING) before we headed to dinner.

My favorite restaurant in the city is Forlini’s which is on Baxter right off of Canal Street.  Jason and I stumbled on it during our honeymoon and I make it a point to go there every time I’m in the city.  Michelle and Grace were coming to meet us after the Rutgers game and were running a little but it felt so cozy sitting there in what happened to be the same booth Jason and I had on our honeymoon.  We stayed for a few hours relaxing and talking.  We took a quick subway ride back to our hotel and got some baked goods at a nearby sweet shop before trying to turn in for the night.

Leah and I must’ve driven Jen crazy getting all our race stuff ready.  We are both a little OCD and a little crazy, checking all of our race stuff a million times to make sure we had everything we needed for the next morning.  Convinced that everything was there we all went to bed.  Notice I said to bed not to sleep?  I swear I maybe slept for 2 hours on and off that night.  I was way too excited to sleep.  Leah and I were even texting across the room because we didn’t want to wake Jen up!

RACE MORNING!  Oh my God it was finally here!  Leah and I got up and ready to leave for the race.  After quadruple checking that yes, we really did have everything we headed to the subway.  Holy cow it was cold out!  We caught the 1 train down to the Ferry terminal for a very crowed ride.  Arriving at the Ferry terminal it was packed with runners!  I got stopped by a cop with a bomb dog who wanted to sniff the seat cushions I was carrying to sit on in the runner’s village.  When I was cleared to go we hurried and just barely caught the 6:15 Ferry.  We found a bunch of our Marathonfest friends on the top deck of the Ferry and took lots of photos enjoying the view of the Verrazano Bridge we would be crossing in a few hours.  Upon arriving to Staten Island we hopped on a bus to the start villages.  There were so many people there.  After locating the porto-potties we made ourselves a nice little area to camp out in (nice until one of the police horses took a big dump 2 feet away from us causing us to relocate our area).  It really was surprisingly relaxing sitting there in our 4,000 layers of mismatched clothing waiting for our turn to head to the corrals.  We watched the elites and Waves 1 and 2 take off.  Then it was our turn to head to the staging area.  Not long later we were off to Frank Sinatra singing “NY, NY.”

Amanda, Leah, and I started the race together and contrary to what Dennis will say I tried to take it really easy and conservatively in those first few miles.  Even still as we kept going through Brooklyn and checking our mile splits we were way ahead of pace, but things felt pretty easy.  I loved seeing all the neighborhoods and spectators out along the course.  I think my favorite part of the race was right at the halfway point when we were crossing the bridge from Brooklyn to Queens, I looked to the left and there in the Manhattan skyline was my favorite building, the Chrysler Building.  After a quick photo shoot we kept going.  Queens was still at a quick pace that felt pretty easy until…. The Queensboro Bridge.  Man, that was not fun.  Between the lack of things to look at, the lack of spectators, and my need to pee, made that stretch particularly difficult.  Luckily, as soon as we hit First Avenue there were porto-potties with no line!  Our stretch on First Avenue was going really well, and for most of it we were on pace with the 5:00 pace team.

  

Then as were started near the Bronx things started to get a little ugly.  Our pace slowed a little and we switched to 1:1’s to try and keep running, it was too early to start a death march.  As we left the Bronx and headed back into Manhattan I was happy to see the billboard with runner messages.  I wish the one Jason had put in for me had come up on the screen, because I think it would’ve given me a second wind!  5^th Avenue was rough.  There is no other way to describe it.  I was so thankful that at mile 23 Jen was waiting for me.  I didn’t expect to see her at all until the end maybe.  Come to find out she was also at mile 18 but looked down for a minute as we ran past (remember we were moving pretty fast still at that point) and she missed us!  After a quick hug and the comment that we “still have a *&$^ing 5k left” we kept going.  Leah and I tried hard to keep running some sort of interval as we continued down 5^th Avenue.  It got a little tougher in Central Park but we kept plugging through.  As we hit Central Park South I tried to do some quick math in my head.  I knew our original lofty goal of 5:15 was unattainable, but I knew if we pushed it just a little bit harder that we could come in right under 5:30.  I know it’s crazy, but I would’ve been so bummer if we finished with just a little over that mark.  I made Leah run a little more than she wanted to at the time and remember trying to equate the distance left in laps around the track.  As we saw the finish line we gave it one final push and I finished with a 5:29:26!  That meant a 14 minute PR for me!

The post finish was the toughest part for me.  We got our medals and took some photos and I should’ve put my jacket, gloves, and ear warming headband back on then, but didn’t.  We got our Mylar finisher blankets and started the seemingly never ended trek to those sweet finisher ponchos you were to receive if you selected the no baggage option.  I swear we walked forever, somehow during that time the sunset and it got REALLY cold.  After what seemed like almost an hour a very wonderful stranger wrapped me in my poncho and Velcroed me in.  I told her I loved her (gee only the second stranger I said that too that weekend!).  Leah and I sat on the first bench we could find to try and collect ourselves.  I managed to get my jacket on under the Mylar and under the poncho and when I went to put my gloves on I realized that my cuticles were bleeding from the wind and cold, gross.  While we sat there Jen called to say she was one block west and one block south of us and we should come to her.  That walk took what also seemed like an eternity.  Jen told me to raise my hand so she could pick me out of the sea of orange ponchos, at that point I was just too tired and too cold so I told her no.  I feel bad that she had to try and deal with the two of us in the state we were in.  She is a saint for getting us on the right subway and to our hotel that night.  After a very long shower (which may have required Jen to cut a hair tie out of my hair) and a trip to the Irish pub next door I felt much better.

Monday morning Leah left crazy early to head back to Florida leaving the day for me and Jen to roam the city together.  We made our plan of attack to get to all of the places we wanted to hit before we left Manhattan.  First stop bagels.  Then to the Magnolia Bakery to pick up half a dozen cupcakes to bring home.  We took some photos at Rockefeller Center and then went to the Carnegie Deli.  Jason always asks me to bring him home an order of bacon from there, being such a great wife I brought him two!  I also picked up a corned beef sandwich to eat at the airport later that afternoon.  When we got off at the next subway stop I realized we were right at the end of the marathon course and asked Jen if we could go towards the finish line.  I had on my race shirt and had my medal in my purse so we stopped to snap a photo of me at mile 26, walking the extra .2 miles to the actual finish didn’t seem like fun.  We left the park and headed back to Tiffany and Co. because going once on the trip just isn’t enough!  Jen decided to do something for herself and get her first piece of Tiffany’s jewelry to celebrate her one year cancer free anniversary!  I can’t think of a better way to commemorate that occasion (except for a tattoo!).  We headed back to the hotel to wait for our shuttle to take us to LaGuardia and eventually back to Florida.

I am so thankful to have had this experience.  It truly was an amazing and once in a lifetime experience!  In the end I was able to raise $3,825 for The Pink Agenda!  I appreciate the support everyone has shown me and Jen over the past year and a half.

Stay tuned for more running adventures I have a lot (too many probably) of races on the horizon!